I heard there was a secret chord...

 I came late to the appreciation of Leonard Cohen.  Well, perhaps that isn't really true.  I was enamored of several of his songs way back in the 70s, but I had no idea who he was and I never bothered to find out.  They were songs.  Songs I liked a lot.  "Suzanne" and "That's No Way to Say Goodbye."  Who wrote them?  I couldn't tell ya.

Life plunged on and I heard some others of his songs, still never registering from whom they came.  I was travelling on the big highway of the USA...highway 80, and in a Starbucks somewhere.  All the stops look the same, so I have no recollection of which one it was, but a song was playing.  Starbucks offered CDs for sale and the one playing was "featured."  I literally lingered inside with my coffee just to hear it to the end.  To the end..."Dance Me to the End of Love"...this one by Madeleine Peyroux.  I was mesmerized.

I was an habitual viewer of NCIS while living in NYC and New Jersey.  On Tuesdays, after a stressful, interminable day at the hospital, I would fervently wish that I would be on a train, and another train and catch a bus home, if all went well, without unforeseen disasters, just to be able to sit down by 8pm and watch an episode.  One episode, at the very end, where everything was tied up  neat and tidy, there was a scene of a man singing a song.  It sounded, perhaps, vaguely religious, but....not entirely.  And it, too, was somehow hypnotic.  I later learned it was Cohen's "Hallelujah."

The truth is, I really only learned about him with his death.  Suddenly, there was so much to read about him, so much to understand.  I regret I had not known sooner.

I am currently obsessed with "Hallelujah."  I was walking on the passaggiata the summer or fall before Covid hit and there was a mother and child in the playground that runs along the side of the walkway.  The little girl was on a swing and singing "Hallelujah."  That was when I realized that the song had been co-opted by the religious.  Certainly, a six year old child could not understand the metaphors and nuances of that song....no, of course not.  They changed it.  They changed the lyrics to suit their purposes.

There are allusions to religious figures in the song...the word itself (hallelujah) appears to come saddled with religious baggage.  It doesn't have to, and it doesn't in this song.  It is an....epiphany, of sorts...an offering of gratitude, perhaps....a celebration....but not of a religious figure or a single flavor of god.  

I read that Cohen had many, many, seventy or eighty...verses of this song and finally honed them down to 4 or 5.  I would love to read the others.  It is a song about a songwriter who is an unsung hero.  The artist painfully self aware that he does not have the recognition he deserves.  It is also about sex.  It is also about loneliness, love and loss.  It most definitely is not about a church..any church...THE church. It makes me angry that that section of society copped this song, changed it and yet, if not for that, the song might never have become well known.  How ironic. 

I had been listening to Cohen's own version of it......and then I discovered KD Lang.  She knocks this puppy right out of the ball park.  Close your eyes and listen.  Hallelujah.

KD Lang "Hallelujah"

The long way home

Funny how random things can spark your memory.  Things long forgotten, maybe not important but....memorable.

Why in the world did I remember this?  Was it people on Facebook posting about concerts? (Things I could rarely afford)  Was it others just popping up songs from "my" era?  

Anyway...way back when I was a struggling working "goil" in New York City...a medical secretary, something I was hoping to educate myself out of, but that didn't happen....I took a walk on a beautiful autumn afternoon.  I had nothing else to do.  Just a walk, to enjoy the "window shopping" and the sunshine and crisp autumn air.

I walked all the way from 93rd Street down to Rockefeller Center, which was not a feat for me back in those days.  I'm talking about the late 70s.

Something was going on.....I saw a sign, I saw them setting up....Rupert Holmes.  Rupert Holmes!!!!  He was going to sing in the Center....in front of "Mercury"...where the ice rink is set up every winter.  I was aware of him, I was sort of a fan, I guess....I had an album.  

So, I decided...damn it!...I am going to DO this!!!  I sat down in the cafe right by the stage...as near as one could get....I got handed a "menu".....and the least expensive thing I could get was single glass of wine.  Even that was a stretch for me at the time...six dollars!!!!  My guess is that would translate to about 18 nowadays.  For a single glass of wine.  Fuck it.  I did it.  I asked first if it was alright that that was all I ordered.  Since it was the middle of the day and there was virtually no one else there...they let me get away with it.  (And yes, six dollars, for me, at that time, was a serious amount of money to blow).

In retrospect, I think that was my very first "concert."  I nursed the wine as long as I possibly could.  It was a long time ago and no one rushed me, no one was rude.  Kind of amazing.  I got to listen to someone I knew from the radio and records...in person!  Right there!!!  I was thrilled.

I was a little nervous about "blowing away" the money.....but, really....the experience and the memory were worth it.  

And the funny thing is, it is mine alone.  I was completely by myself the entire time, the entire day, other than for my cats waiting for me at home.  Sometimes I lament that people with whom I shared cherished memories are gone, either from death or circumstance.  Ultimately, I realize you don't  need someone else to value your favorite recollections. They are all yours, always,

Rupert Holmes - Long Way Home - YouTube

You're starting to criticize everything I do.....

 Imagine.....imagine you move into a new (to you) home.  You make improvements, not only to your home, in and of itself, but to the "common" area.   

There is no legal, binding agreement...it is not a "condominium"...but there is a shared courtyard, just outside your door on the ground floor.  The walls have cracks and stains.  The ceramic floor is dirty.  The courtyard is empty, except for lights that go on, if necessary, when a button is pushed by the front door.

So imagine that you find out that YOU pay for the lights everytime someone uses them.  Not just you, but everyone else in the building.  The building has four apartments.  You pay every time someone turns on those lights.  Even though there is a window at the top of the stairwell, and plenty of light shines in on sunny days, certain people turn the lights on needlessly nevertheless.  On your dime.  Why?  Who knows?  It was set up that way and who knows why....??

Imagine that you decide to rehab the cortile, on your own dime, as a choice.  Get the walls replastered and cleaned up.  Add a couple of benches not only for seating but for packages left by delivery people.  And you decide to add some additional lighting of your own, but only you can turn them on. 

Imagine you get the courtyard cleaned up.  When was it ever cleaned last?  Impossible to say...but you hire someone to really clean it, with actual soap and water and get the tiles clean and shiny  and beautiful again. 

You are approached by a workman to refurbish your historical, ancient wooden door, which you do without hesitation.

You add live plants outside and fake ones inside (the courtyard is enclosed...not enough light or heat for plants to survive)...besides the benches and a couple of pictures of the local countryside. You have had other people tell you how nice the courtyard is now.  You have had neighbors join you in the courtyard for a holiday drink.  

BUT...there are part-time occupants of ONE apartment.  One quarter of the occupants of the building.  These people complain about EVERYTHING.  Everything...everything, anything, everything.  

There was a box of white decorative stones under one of the benches at one point.  The stones were for the plants, obviously...decorative stones.  The box was "a problem,"  Seriously???  It's UNDER the bench, in no one's way...unobtrusive.  Non va bene.   Fine.  We took the box away, although we were not done with it.

You are feeding cats in the courtyard, you should feed them outside.  Really?  You think so?  The MAYOR of the town, via my veterinarian, said to feed them inside.  Cleaner, safer and no one..no one, can tell you not to, because it is YOUR courtyard, not a public space. "Oh.....va bene."

There are ants outside.  Do you have ants outside? We have ants outside in the warm months.  There are ants everywhere outside, in the piazzetta, in the bricks, on the freaking balcony that is seven stories high...there are ants because ....there are ants.  It's nature.  We do not have any ants in the house or in the courtyard.  "These ants are a problem"  Really?  What do you want me to do about it?  There are ants everywhere.  For pity's sake.

Aaaaannnnd now....we have a runner in the courtyard.  A carpet runner.  We had three in the winter months not only to catch water and dirt but for traction (ceramic gets slippery when wet).  Well, golly gee, this runner is yet another damned problem.  It's "dirty."  It's dirty?  Yeah...the old lady on the first floor often brings out her leaky garbage and leaves stains.  The street has bird poop and sand and dirt and cigarettes and food debris and you know what?  That leaves stains too!!! Yeah!  And what's more is...those stains and wet spots are NOT on the ceramic, but in this little runner.  It is keeping the courtyard, as a whole, cleaner.  It is keeping the crazy old lady from falling and cracking her head open on the ceramic tile.  You don't like it?  Oh, golly, that's so, so, too fucking bad. 

We are the "foreigners." These people, who do not live here full time, but only visit occasionally from Milan...I assume because of family ties.....feel that they are superior to us.  They do nothing to improve the property.  IF they know that we pay for the lights, they keep that to themselves and use them with abandon..even on bright, sunny days.  They complain about absolutely every little stinking thing and then they go back to Milan.  WHY are they not going back to Milan???  

I want to write up a bill for them...for three years worth of using the lights, the drain pipe we had repaired, the walls we had repaired, the door we had restored and the major leak we just had fixed.  Write them up a bill and tell them to pay up or SHUT UP!!!

Italy has a 25% unemployment rate, this town is suffering and they do not like "gli stranieri"....well, these stranieri are contributing to the life of the town, to the preservation of the property and care enough, at our advanced age, to learn a whole new language.  But, nevermind....there are ants outside!

Why should we be fated to do...nothing but brood..on food?

Having been brought up in the US in the 50s and 60s, bland food, convenience foods, frozen foods were the thing to do.  I recall lots of "roast beast" and endless mashed potatoes, mushy vegetables.

I started cooking in my teens, trying things that seemed difficult like puff pastry, 5 layer tortes, baked beans from scratch.  Overall, my favorite "cuisine" turned out to be Italian.

So, here we are in Italy!!  And people seem to think that we live on spaghetti  and pizza now.  They envision the menu of an Italian restaurant and think that is regular life here, but real Italians have a much more varied diet.

Yes, the pasta, even from the supermarket, is terrific. Better still is to buy fresh pasta from the homemade pasta shops.  "Passata" is tomato sauce, sold in jars.  Unlike the US, passata comes in smooth variations to chunky (rustica) but not in flavors such as marinara, basil and peppers or arrabbiata.  Therefore, once we landed in Italy I started making my own sauce with my preferred rustica passata.  But even in Italy, people do not live on pasta and sauce alone!

Since this is a small, somewhat remote hill town (and also thanks to the pandemic) our choices for eating out are limited mostly to pizza, pizza and more pizza.  Not healthy in the long run and ultimately boring. Still, an occasional pizza night is fun and a break from cooking all the time.  Our other choice here is a restaurant fashioned after an American diner that offers burgers, wings and fries.  

We live in an area surrounded by farms, green houses, olive groves and vineyards.  As a result there is a plethora of fresh local vegetables year round.  Sure, you can buy frozen spinach, broccoli, peas, green beans.  But the fresh produce is at least half the price of US produce and so much better.  (I do buy frozen spinach in cubes, it is easy and neat, unlike loose frozen spinach in the US).

There were some surprises along the way.  Carrots are very popular here along with hot peppers (pepperoncini). Spinach is a big favorite and also asparagus and artichokes.  You can make it yourself, but "spinacini" are available in the deli section of the supermarket or frozen.  They are lightly breaded patties of ground chicken and spinach, sauteed on the stove top.  Also popular are plain chicken patties and spiedini, which are kebobs, of chicken (or other meat) onions, peppers.  

Fish sticks, just like in the states, but better (Italy does not allow Monsanto, artificial colors, preservatives, etc) along with fish cakes are readily available in the frozen section, too.

Soups (minestrone and pasta e fagioli) are popular in the winter months and bags of frozen vegetable or bean mixes are stocked in the market when the weather gets cold. Making the soup is up to you!!  It isn't hard with broth in large cartons, passata, spices and the vegetable mixes.  I add extra chick peas because I love them. 

What do we eat when it isn't pizza or spaghetti with tomato sauce?  

Turning things into "Mexican" dishes is easy.  There is a plethora of hot peppers and Tabasco sauce is sold. Rice and rice mixes are also abundant.  Beans are everywhere.  A piadina is not exactly a tortilla, but it is similar although slightly heavier and not as flexible.  Making a quesadilla is a cinch.  Burritos or fajitas are simple, too.  When in season, the avocadoes are large and make great guacamole.  Tortilla chips are around and taco sauce is sold in the stores.  Red beans and rice?  Yep!

After a lifetime of thinking Chinese food was complicated, I started making my own fried rice and lo mein.  My next conquest will be eggs foo young.

In the warmer months (should I say hot?) we stick to salads - a bed of lettuce with tuna salad or egg salad on top.  Macaroni salad with eggs and peas.  Potato salad.  I even found Hellmann's mayonnaise here.  Turkey burgers in a piadina with cheese and lettuce, or spinacini or chicken patties, also stuffed in a piadina (lighter than a bun).  Also sliced roasted turkey from the deli counter in a wrap is a hot weather dinner.

Spaghetti piccante is a popular dish for the summers here. That is spaghetti without sauce, just olive oil and a mixture of hot spices which can be found in premade packets.  It can be addictive.

"Il hot dog" is another surprise. I am not a fan of them, but we have them now and then, turkey dogs.  At least in this hill town, hot dogs are everywhere, including sliced on top of pizza or served in a small round of pizza dough in lieu of a hot dog bun. 

In the winter we have quiches, a chicken tarragon "stew" that cooks in the oven with potatoes, carrots and onion, tuna or chicken casserole with a choice of peas, broccoli or asparagus, stuffed peppers, shepherd's pie (Yes, there are wonderful instant mashed potatoes!) roasted onions and carrots with a chicken or spinacini patty.  

An easy skillet dinner is fusilli pasta with chicken chunks, a cream soup mix (asparagus or artichoke) topped with parmesan and walnuts.  

And then, of course, spaghetti...or any type of pasta and sauce, or baked in a casserole with melted mozzarella and/or ricotta and lasagna, chicken parmigiana, gnocchi, tortellini in brodo or with sauce.  

 Potable water, clean air, abundant vegetables, ingredients that you recognize and can pronounce in prepared foods - there are healthy choices and plenty of variety.  Yes, it takes more time to make things yourself, but people do eat very well here.  

I only wish that there were a bit more choice in restaurants, but I won't complain too much.  Overall, things are better here than where we were.   

As we stroll along together.....

 I am getting older.  My body has gone through multiple changes throughout my life.....as we all do...from childhood to adolescence (Oh! The horror!) and for me, as a female, pregnancy (Oh! The horror!..yes, it was...because I puked for four entire months and lost 10 pounds)  and then, finally, menopause....what joy!

So, here I am. Old.  Old by probably every standard....I got notices from AARP twenty years ago!!!  I started taking "senior" vitamins.  When was my last period?  Oh....shit.  How the hell do I know??

There are people wondering why I don't color my hair.  Why?  Is that any of their business?  Do I ask THEM why they continue to color theirs?  Why?  Who are they kidding?   Why does it matter?

I have Frankenfeet....feet that have been ravaged by rheumatoid arthritis, a broken bone and bunions.  Feet that have endured multiple surgeries just so I could remain vertical.  Feet that I sought shoes for, for years, often opting for a larger and larger size just because  I thought that I might be able to walk more comfortably...as a woman....hahaaha...like anyone EVER cared about women being comfortable walking....in shoes.  Or not.

My two Frankenfeet....one done by a top notch surgeon in the NUMBER ONE hospital in New York City.  He was an excellent surgeon, and that foot looks more normal than the other.  The toes are even and sometimes I can even move them at will, finally, after all these years.  I can bend them and even spread them a bit....before I could not feel them or send them "messages" from my brain at all.  That is my more "normal" foot.  It is back to my "normal" size 7.  38 in Europe.  BUT.....but......but....as good as it looks...despite scars....it swells up in shoes. Always.  Doesn't matter what shoe, makes no difference..the damned thing swells and after a not too very long while it becomes noticeable to the eye and uncomfortable,  IDK how many of you have ever had your ankles swell for whatever reason, but that is what it is like.  Always.  In shoes.  So....I avoid shoes whenever and wherever possible.  And people want me to go out.....and have...FUN!

The other...my left foot....yeah....my left foot....is now deformed forever.  It's a shame because the surgeon swore he trained under the surgeon who did my first foot!  So, silly me, I thought he would come through.  And, he seemed like a really nice guy...nice enough that I would have worked for him and even tried to get a job so I wouldn't have my killer commute anymore.  But,.....my left foot looks like a horror.  There is a huge gap between my great toe and the second one and then the other little piggies are all stuffed up at the end in their little piggie corrals, like actual pigs in a pig farm.  It's a mess.

The upshot of all of this is that, for the most part, these surgeries that were supposed to restore my abilities, have left me with toes I cannot feel or move, except a very little bit on the right.  I have balance problems.  My right foot swells in shoes...any shoe.  Makes no matter, even a slipper.

My left foot does NOT swell, but it looks, for all intents and purposes, at a quick glance, like I am missing a toe...the others are squished at the end and I must be meticulous about foot hygiene after every shower.  AND, most of all, for this child who was "swimming" at two months of age, I can no longer swim at all.  My feet are useless.  Feet are necessary for swimming and mine are useless.  So, something I have loved all my life is no longer possible.  Sure, it's a result of disease, but how much is also the result of poor surgery?  

I lost twenty pounds in the first year in Italy, because this is a "walking town" and we walked and walked.  Then came a pandemic and quarantine.  I am attempting to get back to walking...just a little one "around the block" it would be called in the US except here the block includes hills, so that makes it all the better.   

I ran into a neighbor on my walk today..I think she is a bit older than I am.  "Oh, una pasaggiatta?" (A walk?  Perche?)  A walk, why?  Because I am fat.  "No!  No!  You are normal!"  And then the funny part..and "you are tall!"  Tall?  I'm 5'3"...hahaha!!!  I guess to her I am "tall."  

I will do what I can to remain in some semblance of "healthy"..while the environment collapses....I do it for my child and my cats.....So far, life goes on.

Ah! Sweet mystery of life...

Well, now that things locally have calmed down with regard to Covid, it is time to start tackling things once again that have been sitting on the sidelines.

One of those things was arranging to get some straggling bills paid automatically.

With each paper bill comes a receipt that one has to truck down to either a bank or to the post office, which is also a bank here in Italy.  "Banco Posta."  The upside of using the post office as a bank is that they are literally everywhere.  The downside is that their website pretty much stinks.  It has a habit of "going down" frequently, that is. 

And, online banking here is not quite the same as in the US.  It is a bit more convoluted, not intuitive and therefore more difficult to maneuver. Want to add a payee for a one time only payment?  You have to go to "transfers."  ????   Want to add a payee for recurrent payments to be made automatically?  NO can do.  Nope.  No way.  

To accomplish that feat, you have to go in person to the post office.  You must have a little document that also comes with each bill.  This document asks for bank information, address, etc.  It asks for this information more than once, which I don't understand.  Regardless, I filled out two of these little buggers, one for the infrequent water bill and another for the once a month internet bill. 

I have had unpleasant experiences in the past trying to get this mysterious and complicated task done. That is because there is a mysteriously unpleasant person at the post office and this person is the one in charge of activating automatic debits from accounts. 

This time I came with back-up...my Italian teacher. Off we went to the post office, fully expecting to encounter Oscar the Grouch and somehow muddle through.  I am not quite sure how it happened or why, but we were directed to go to a clerk instead.  

That nice lady was nervous, the post office director was standing over her shoulder.  She said, "I've never done this before."  Well, of course you haven't done it before...it isn't YOUR JOB!!!  Oscar G. was in his private office doing nothing with no one. 

She took my little documents, my passport, my codice fiscale (the Italian social security number) my Permesso di Soggiorno and my "citizen ID" card.  I wondered if I needed to pump my fist in case they wanted blood.  She tapped away at the computer and finally asked me to insert my bank card into the thingamajig and something printed out.  All was returned to me, including the little documents, and then she said that it would all goes to you-know-who.....Mr. Grouch himself!  Should we wait?  No....all done.  Arrivederci.  Ok.....not sure what happened, but it happened. We were done.

Forty-five minutes later my phone rang.  "Pronto."  She spoke rapidly and all I understood was "Mi capsici?" which means "Do you understand me?"  Hahahaha.  No. I do not understand.  Oy vey.  So, she spoke more slowly and the gist was that I had to come back on Monday and 10 am.  Why was yet another mystery.  I texted my teacher who said it was no problem for her to be there.

I got up early.  Since retiring, I am NOT a morning person.  I loathe getting up early.  Got up, fed the clowns  (7 cats) and suddenly it was time to go, without having had tea and feeling rather grouchy myself.  It's also very hot.  The good news was that in the morning it was cloudy, so at the very least, the blistering sun was not shining down. Nevertheless, I had worked up a nice sweat when I got there and the line was out the door.  Not a surprise on a Monday morning.  People here, as everywhere else, can get their noses WAY out of whack if it appears you are trying to jump the line.  So, I kept repeating to everyone that I had an appointment. Luckily, they believed me. Perhaps the envelope I held containing every piece of documentation and identification I possess persuaded them.

Aaaaannnnddd, there he was.  Good old Oscar.  I stood at his doorway and he looked at me with no expression whatsoever.  He didn't say a word.  So, I repeated yet again that I had an appointment and with his eyes he motioned me to the chair.  

There used to be a regular desk in here, but now there is smaller, round desk and, of course, there is a plexiglass barrier due to the pandemic.  However, the smaller, round desk with the barrier makes it impossible to put anything down.  I had to start finding my documents, codice, passport and ID's in my lap.  Didn't I do all this on Friday?  Why, yes!!  Yes, I did!!!   But here I was, being asked to produce everything all over again.  Deja vu, anyone??

My teacher arrived, so I knew he couldn't  pull too much nonsense with her around. 

So, yes, he took everything once again that I had given the nice lady before.  After typing and printing and typing some more, he handed everything back.  I put it all away because no one wants to lose their passport or an Italian identity card.  Then he asked for my codice and ID card again.   Alright, I'm freaking fuming now, none of this is easy in my damned lap.  You KNOW it all fell to the floor, don't you??  Finally, I have to sign on the little computer screen that is impossible to see because the recessed lights in the ceiling shine directly on to the screen.  Alrighty then!!!  Is it done?  

Well, the water bill was done.  Supposedly.  Hopefully.  We'll find out at some later date.  And the internet?  "Oh, we can't do that." But WHY???  Some code is wrong, some code on the little document provided by the internet company itself is wrong and does not work, too bad, so sad. 

My teacher pressed a bit more and he actually tried to enter the information.  Nothing. Did he call the internet company to get a correct code?  Don't be silly.  We were done.  Toodles. 

I asked my teacher what had we accomplished on Friday?  She said, "We accomplished having him accomplish it today."  Except it's still only half done. 

To be continued......sometime......I don't know when, it's a mystery.  

I'd be the first one to agree that I'm preoccupied with...me.

** This post was written in a small fit of indignation and is not meant to disparage an entire swath of people.  Just those that I refer to as "snobs."

I will attempt to do this as delicately, as diplomatically as I can.  However, there are no guarantees that I will succeed.  I might hazard a guess that I will fail miserably, in fact...so, tread with care.  I will not, however, apologize for my sentiments or opinions, based on my experiences.  If someone is offended or reads with hurt feelings or, better yet, huffiness and snorts....so be it.

There is a large concentration of people from a certain "kingdom" here in this little obscure hill town in Italy.  Most are part-time residents...or, as locals say, "tourists."  A very few are full-time residents.  

We speak the same native language with minor accent, word and meaning differences.  In other words, we speak the same language, but different dialects.

There is something I have come to despise....a certain attitude that couches itself in small, nearly innocuous phrases and social slights.  

It started with the door.  MY door.  The door to our home.  It had been a kind of a puke yellow.  A really awful nothing "color" that made me slightly sick every time I saw it.  I'm sure there is a wood door underneath...but how many layers of paint?  What kind of shape is the wood in?  It wasn't worth it to find out.  I had the door painted.  And it pleased me.

So, a certain male person with whom we had contact one day said to  me...."Oh..what do you think of that BLUE door???  *he left out, but I heard "that DREADFUL blue door" in his delivery.

Well, jackass, if you hadn't noticed, but you should have, that BLUE DOOR just happened....recently, because I asked for it, I wanted it and it makes me happy every time I see it.  In my opinion, and this is what my reply was..."It beats the hell out of baby shit yellow."

It isn't just "blue"...it is aqua.  It reminds me of the sea, and we are just west of the Adriatic.  It is a bright and snappy color and I love it.  Yet, he tried so very hard to insult me.

There were others....one who, although I thought he was quite nice, decided it was his mission to educate me on the history of this town and was bound and determined to lend me a book to read for my enlightenment.  I guess he forgot.  He never mentioned it again.

A man who is also part-time, with his wife....to whom we have never been "formally" introduced, but we have seen and spoken to, nevertheless, several times.  She never remembers.  "Do I know you?"  "Have we met?"  Really?  No, lady, only about 4 or 5 times. Are their memories so short?  This isn't a very big town.  Or are we just that disposable?  Ah, who cares?  Americans......meh.  Such plebeians. 

We were at an "event"...a night of music and wine....and there they were, this couple.  We saw them.  They saw us.  Nothing.  Not even a nod of acknowledgement. "Have we met?"  We had freaking dinner with the husband!!!  What..ev..ah!

And the latest.  Yet another......so, I see a pattern developing, an unpleasant one.  I do not like to make generalizations about people, but....I'm being helped along here.  So, the latest.  Guy is boisterous and has a big mouth...well, yeah, ok..boisterous.  Big smarmy smile...HAHAHAHA.....always laughing.....life is just a bowl of treacle.....at any rate.....in our "conversation"....he said he looked at a place that had "a view of the parking lot!  BWAHAHAHAHAH!!!!"...yeah...that's us.  Yes, there is a parking lot below.  Not visible in the summer, only when the leaves fall in the winter.  And so what....it is a panoramic view..not JUST of a parking lot...in one small lower quadrant...but...this....

The cityscape to the west...gorgeous no matter what the season or time of day,

And this.....

 Olive groves, farms and vineyards...and the Adriatic...some "parking lot."

It seems to me that certain people go out of their way to slight and insult because they feel so very superior.  I am not sure how or why they are "superior" but they certainly seem to think they are.  I must hone my skills and learn how to dish back what is slopped onto my plate.  Give me a bit of time...I will figure it out.